experience beyond thought

The link of 'Before my next breath' https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OVJM_3w5LHw Visual references THEME My film aims to show the daily life of myself with OCD on the level of both external  behavior and internal thought activity.   What I go through in my life, how I feel and think about it and what my demands are. Research question 1.How to use documentaries to record mirror image of OCD（Obsessive- compulsive disorder） patient's daily life as a kind of alternative satisfaction for  them to help their body reconfirm the fact and to reduce symptoms (meaningless repetitive actions)  2.How to give OCD patients a third-party perspective through a documentary so  that they can better observe their physical and mental state and reduce the  mental stress they cause themselves.

Link of the film https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RvwdhW3V-EE Visual references Synopsis Memo and I seat on the bench inside of the church, it's the time for Memo to go receive the holy communion, he follows the line and gets gradually close r  to the priest, it proves that Memo believes his faith is unwavering and deserve s  the rewards from God. However, i n the midst of this peaceful atmosphere, my heart was hard to calm. As a non-religious person, even though I  a m in a church right now, I still feel the unease of the real world all the time and I can't get rid of the deep powerlessness in my body.   The film will be based on the theme of how to find my own peace as an ordinary person, from my point of view, and will show my journey to find peace during the COVID-19. The film will jump between reality and memory to illustrates how even the most difficult external circumstances will eventually be adapted to by people over time, but it is always the noise from deep within th